shuckssss

just didn't feel right going to sleep without making you feel important.
sooo first week of school huh,
you're involved and I have work right after school most of the week.
even though you say you're occupied with videos, youtube or something I still can't shake the feeling that im making you lonely whenever I don't text you.
I don't wanna seem like im flooding you with my text or tryin to force it on you
I just want you to be happy, cause if you're happy then im happy you know =]
I can't tell you how many times I think about you in one day.
I always wanna be around you, hmm you're almost 17 and a 1/2 huh =]
I really don't wanna disappoint you so thats kinda why i haven't asked your mom's permission yet.
plus i thought about how to ask her it in vietnamese and to me it sounded really weird. lol imma work on it.
i'll try to make you as happy as i can =]
sorry about thoses times like today where i barely even talked to you :/
Im just hanging around with probably the only group of friends that i accually hang out with and its basically just the spc alumni's
I feel bad about it every time though and I do try to text you when im with them.
sorry for the boring texts too -______- would you perfer i talk about my day then me keep asking you questions that you respond in simple one-couple of words?
when i question you too much it seem like -____- im just bothering you
maybe im just over worrying about us =/
when im not there with you @____@ i cant sense how you feel and that bothers me
I just dont want it to fall apart like last time thats all :/
as you know already im not that complicated to figure out
quite simple minded and easy to read.
i just need some heads up if something isn't right.
are you happy? do you still want this?
if you are, you do and you think im just over worrying then just disregard this cause i love being with you. and i will try my best to show that if i haven't already.
kay goodnight. i hope this blog meants something to you cause i did put effort and my thoughts into this =]