Omgoshhh yesterday -______- stupid stupid stupid. I was going to sleep and like I usually pass out real fast if i don't think about anything. But yesterday, I wanted to try it out yah know..see if i was right or not. as I crawled into bed I started thinking about how far Kristine and I have gotten. I thought about all the fun time we had and of course that led me to think about the bad things. I then side tracked and thought about other things like how im doing in school, when am I gonna get better. And then I started thinking about kristine's butt -_____- don't ask me why, but I did think about it. thoughts like -i like her butt- came to my mind. please don't ask me any questions about this. I'm just stating the truth about what I was thinking. then I went back to thinking about how she was gonna make it out of this with as little pain as possible. i can't really come between them or anything. I have no right to do so I'm practically immobilized. So, i plan to be the open ear person, try to be the person that is there for her when no one else is. that doesn't mean I'll agree to everything she says, in order to be true i can't lie to her. I'll say what I thought would be correct and give my reasons. I do this sometimes and she usually yells and gets angry. Anyways back to the point of yesterday. I thought about things and couldn't sleep for like 2 hours -______- I laid and turned trying to sleep but I just couldn't. i finally passed out at 2-3am :/ I didn't get much sleep though, I found out I woke up at like 9 ish and I was like -wth- -_______- I never wake up this early -fake tears- I got up and washed my black clothing and turned on movies. These movies I bought from LA and when i got home they didn't work on our dvd. I tried putting it into the ps3 and it worked so I was pretty much hooked. I watched like 3 movies. "red cliff" "butterfly lovers" and some assassin movie. the butterfly lovers reminded me of romeo and juliet except they were asians hahaha. when It was almost 4 I drove mom to church. I was coughing through out church. when it was over mom wanted to buy some food that the church was selling to support the church. we then drove to costco to refill the gas. It was really packed and the guy in front of me was doing it so slow -_____- we got gas then headed to marina market to buy some ingredients. we bought oranges cause I wanted them, mom got bananas, some veggies, "mang" don't know what its called in english. I got extra crackers (the straw like things but strawberry flavored =]) and peace tea. hahaha. this will be the second one I drank. I just bought it cause I thought it was a funny title for a drink. i'm try to collect them hahaha. afterwards we went home, carried stuff in unpacked the food. mom was cooking dinner, dad was on the sofa so i went upstairs and started counting my piggy bank money that I told christina i was gonna donate to her to help Haiti. I didn't wanna do it cause I was hella tired and sick but i did it anyways. I counted around $30.
me: wow
thirty dollars. at first I didn't think about anything just that -hey, I saved $30 in coins, cool- I cant lie I really wanted to keep the money, I started to think I could do alot with $30. that's like 6 movies at wallmart hahaha. But then it occurred to me...I was being so selfish. People are suffering and don't have a home to stay, a place to bathe and here I am with 30 dollars and wanted to buy 6 movies. I felt really bad, but I really didn't want to give it all away. I then thought about supplies that I needed to buy to make the my next anniversary with kristine really nice. I think $10 was all I really needed so I took $10 in quarters and put the $20 back into the plastic cup. $20 is alot though and Im quite happy that all of that was just from saving my change, the original way. =] I urge you to do the same. to motivate you, I'll tell you about my high school saving. I kept a piggy bank when I first went to high school. It had no hole at the bottom so whatever i put in is that, I wont get it back. I decide that I'll open it when I graduated and came up with like 96-98 dollars. crazy huh. hahaha. though peter quickly spent my saving just like that -_____- excuse: we had to pay for parking. if he gotten a parking permit which we did anyway, I would of had my 96 dollars sigh. whatever, its in the past i don't wanna think about it anymore. where was i, I counted money...then went down for dinner. we ate noodles, egg noodles. it was alright. I like egg noodle, but maybe not the other stuff she puts in it hahaha. but I ate it all none the less. after I ate, I grabbed my washed clothes from the morning and brought it upstairs. folded them and piled them up by my bed. too sick to actually hang em and put them in the right spots. I took out my homework and remembered to check my email to see if my teacher responded to my email about late signing up for "course compass" she told me to do it asap and thanked me for telling her. I filled in the information online and asked my dad to pay with his credit card. he told me to get a text book instead. I told him the e-book is more efficient I could just click to the next page of the text book. he told me to get the textbook cause he doesn't want me to ruin my eyes from staring at the computer too long. Me: ...uhh..theres no space to open my text book by the computer to actually do my homework. Him: pull up one of those wheel chairs and make em higher, then put your text book on it and do it. first of all, that is very ghetto, (sorry, it really is) second, the chair has wheels and no brakes at the bottom so it will shift no matter what cause Im putting pressure on it, three, the chair ain't that big. its small as hell, and I think just the textbook alone will already cover up the whole seat. sigh. I told him that the textbook will be more expensive and he said he'll pay for it. me: -this is hella inconvenience for me) whatever, I'll just do as he says before he gets pissed and starts yellin. He really has a drinking problem though. he says it helps him sleep -____- does he need one like every single day? what the? lately he's been drinking more and more. there are cans, jars in the beer boxes :/ watch one day, he's gonna have kidney failure and he's gonna ask me to give up one of my kidneys -_____- sigh. If that ever happens, I'll make sure he tries every donation place before using mine. I really don't wanna lose a kidney though -___- not while I'm alive at least, so he better cut back on the beer. sigh. well he basically wasted my time filling out the information for it online. now i gotta go to school and check how much the book cost. actually i know how much it cost I'll tell him later. I checked fb and responded to kristine. =] she knows I care ^_____^ love you
Sunday, January 31, 2010
this one is for today
i woke up really late like 12:15am. i have spcl at 12:30am >____< I showered and felt alot better than yesterday. Thank you Tiffany and Tina >_____< I ate some breakfast and grabbed my refill of razzberry nesstie from smoke eatters ^____^. I drove to spc and practically "downed" the tea in like 2-3 minutes T____T I want moorrrrrre. it was break for them and it was 2 so i blended right in. Cang was the first to approach me and then like everyone else ^_____^ its nice to see they liked to be around me. break ended and we lined up. we then went to the gym and waited for the younger kids to arrive. they practiced and I watched their progress. I sorta teamed up with paul, christina, Kathy, and jimmy's group and they were pretty goot ^________^ They were going through the routine and it was looking good. the show is next week, Im sure they'll do great...if not? the parents and classmates will still clap none the less hahaha ^____^. Oh! new members, there were three. Phap, david, and tony. I tried to get to know all of them. Phap understands better in vietnamese but he understands english just as much so that was good =]. David is pretty chill the both of them are sophmores. they seem like very good kids to me. tony is from silver creek. He had this koi tattoo and it looked really cool it was drawn nice and had like flowers. He's pretty quiet, doesn't say much unless spoken to but thats fine, there's nothing wrong with that. I'd do the same if i was surrounded by people i didn't know but he knew some of them so it was fine. she's pretty protective and isn't afraid to do react. angie came today, she seemed happy I asked her how she was and she said better so that was good =]. practice ended and I went home. I watched tv at first cause dad was wathing it. he watches things like science channel, and how simple things are made. I changed it to movies and we watched "seven swords" "red cliff 1&2" asian fighting movies. I love their military strategies and it reminded me of dynasty warriors a game that was about the same history. afterwards I washed dishes with mom and now im here. it is 1:08 and I am tired. I just wanted to finish the blog so I would look bad like I went on my word. I did but if I stayed up any later I would've been worse. again thank you tiffany and Tina. And kristine, I hope you'll be safe and okay sweetie, love you.
eh he he T________T
sorry about yesterday guys~ I came down with a fever, a light one but it got worse due to bowling. to make matters worse, Peter (brother) we didn't go home until 2 am so -____________- the challenge is still on!
so yesterday. spc reunion. I stayed up late and woke up like 10-11 ish. I took a long shower and ate till i was full so i wouldn't need to buy food later. smart thinking ^__^ bad judgement on my part here cause I check the weather on my ipod and it said it was cloudly but will rain but when I looked outside it was clear like really clear so I wore a shirt, sweater, and short. I decided to walk cause I had to return peter's dvd to redbox and was gonna go to the lightrail. I found out that nang might come so I decided to check if nang was gonna come. in addition, I could've visited my high school teachers. I did so. nang ended up not going but he did invite cang. peter came to pick us up and cang isn't allowed to go due to he isn't an alummi so peter had to drop him off. uyen called during our process and asked for a ride by then we were late already. we went to pick her up but she said she'll be home in like 5 min. peter got pissed and rode raged. we go to san jose state to bowl and thy called uyen to get directions. I went with uyen in the rain and finally found thy. we then went toward the student union and played pool and then bowling. I felt weird, i didn't know it at first but I was slowly getting a fever. I had a headache and my temperature started to rise dramatically. bowling ended and tiffany got me a we paper and placed it on my forehead. =] thank you tiffany, it headed more than you'll ever know. hai came at 8 something we decide to go to cluckies or smoke eaters. I got myself a razzberry nesstie ^________^ I love it. tina wanted us to visit her cause she couldn't go so we went to her place and watched eagle eye. like 1/4th through the movie kristine called me. I knew it was urgent cause she didn't reply to my earlier text and she never calls me so this was serious. I picked up and went to tina's room to talk. I listened to her until she had to go. I was shivering due to the fever and passed out on tina's bed. tina and someone woke me up when the movie ended and commented on my new pair of glasses ^_________^ I love em. she turned off the light and they went out side and gossiped for like another hour i think. i tried to sleep again but couldn't T_T they were so loud. we left at two and that was the end of my day.
so yesterday. spc reunion. I stayed up late and woke up like 10-11 ish. I took a long shower and ate till i was full so i wouldn't need to buy food later. smart thinking ^__^ bad judgement on my part here cause I check the weather on my ipod and it said it was cloudly but will rain but when I looked outside it was clear like really clear so I wore a shirt, sweater, and short. I decided to walk cause I had to return peter's dvd to redbox and was gonna go to the lightrail. I found out that nang might come so I decided to check if nang was gonna come. in addition, I could've visited my high school teachers. I did so. nang ended up not going but he did invite cang. peter came to pick us up and cang isn't allowed to go due to he isn't an alummi so peter had to drop him off. uyen called during our process and asked for a ride by then we were late already. we went to pick her up but she said she'll be home in like 5 min. peter got pissed and rode raged. we go to san jose state to bowl and thy called uyen to get directions. I went with uyen in the rain and finally found thy. we then went toward the student union and played pool and then bowling. I felt weird, i didn't know it at first but I was slowly getting a fever. I had a headache and my temperature started to rise dramatically. bowling ended and tiffany got me a we paper and placed it on my forehead. =] thank you tiffany, it headed more than you'll ever know. hai came at 8 something we decide to go to cluckies or smoke eaters. I got myself a razzberry nesstie ^________^ I love it. tina wanted us to visit her cause she couldn't go so we went to her place and watched eagle eye. like 1/4th through the movie kristine called me. I knew it was urgent cause she didn't reply to my earlier text and she never calls me so this was serious. I picked up and went to tina's room to talk. I listened to her until she had to go. I was shivering due to the fever and passed out on tina's bed. tina and someone woke me up when the movie ended and commented on my new pair of glasses ^_________^ I love em. she turned off the light and they went out side and gossiped for like another hour i think. i tried to sleep again but couldn't T_T they were so loud. we left at two and that was the end of my day.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Quickly
So I woke up early today thinking that peter had class early, but he didn't so I went back to sleep. I almost was late to my first class, thankfully I was in time for my essay. I think I blew it :/ sigh. Japanese was fun as always. The professor is hella funny. He makes weird ass jokes but I like it =] then I had my math class. So boring so I did part of my Japanese hw. I had to wait for peter to get out so I went to Roberts (book store) then asked Paul if he wanted to play pool. I finally ate quicklys again, it was good. We then played for like 2 hours. It was fun relaxing =]. We then went to peters work place to pick up his schedule. He meets his friend and hang out for a bit. She fed me this new food from the hotdog stand thing. We then rented a movie "orphan" freaken scary, stupid and just freaky movie. I watched a new episode of the vampire diary and the fringe. All great shows =]. Now it's 1 o'clock and it's a little late and past 12 but a blog is a blog and I'm gonna do one everyday.
Kristine and I. Hmm. I think today was a patch up. I tried extra hard to comfort and understand everything she said. I had to respect her and leave her alone when she told me to :/ I really wanted to talk to her and do better, be better. I think by the end of our conversation she felt better. That's what I got from it but that is still an assumption. I really don't want to fight with her. I don't care about the rest, in the end the only thing that really matters...is her. It's always been about her, the rest aren't important all the fights and stuff it ain't worth making her unhappy. I really miss her, I know we can't do much about the times but I don't wanna blame her for any of this. None of it is her fault I know that so I hope she understands. I know she understands, she always understands. That's what I value about her. So caring and loving sigh, makes me warm and fuzzy ^_________^ I love you.
Kristine and I. Hmm. I think today was a patch up. I tried extra hard to comfort and understand everything she said. I had to respect her and leave her alone when she told me to :/ I really wanted to talk to her and do better, be better. I think by the end of our conversation she felt better. That's what I got from it but that is still an assumption. I really don't want to fight with her. I don't care about the rest, in the end the only thing that really matters...is her. It's always been about her, the rest aren't important all the fights and stuff it ain't worth making her unhappy. I really miss her, I know we can't do much about the times but I don't wanna blame her for any of this. None of it is her fault I know that so I hope she understands. I know she understands, she always understands. That's what I value about her. So caring and loving sigh, makes me warm and fuzzy ^_________^ I love you.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
how jacked up am I
So woke up. I had a good time in all my classes, I even played pool with Davey. i had to inpercinate as peter today so he could go try to add another class. Badminton seem okay, not to tough but i don't like how he explained the lockers. Plus he was hitting on the girls so davey and I were like... "what the heck?". oh well. then after school we went to buy pizza and drop a friend home. we then went to pick up nang and eric at oak grove. dropped nang at home, drove eric to our house. hung out for like 2 or 3 hours. they played teken 6 and I ate like no tomorrow. when they were done, they decided to play yu-gi-oh so i played naruto on the ps3. first off, Naruto ninja storm is the best naruto game out there right now. Its like live and the graphics are far better than the psp, ds or whatever. should try it out. eric left and I started homework.
kristine and I got into another arguement. Im very disappointed in myself and i made her cry again today. I feel like shit when I make her cry. thats not supposed to happen. Im supposed to make her happy, be understand, be that person she needs. she had such a good day and I freaken screwed it up. sigh. she even blogged it all out cause she really really loved it. after our argument she erased it, hid it, idk, but its gone now. sigh. i screwed up again. why cant i do anything right? it pisses me off when I fail others. kristine is by far above from everyone else and I failed her again. thats even worse. sigh. I tried making it right. not sure if it was resolved. we didn't even resolve yesterday yet, and I think i forgot what it was about. sigh. i suck and I know that for a fact.
thing i liked about today? classes, my 10 minute nap in the car while peter went to get nang and eric, the costco pizza and pool with davey.
sorry I hurt you sweetie, i suck. I love you more than anything and i shouldnt have thought negative things. i know you dont want me to apologize to you cause i do it alot but i have my fault and I wanna make it right. its just how I deal with things. thank you for understanding me, its sad that I couldn't do the same for you sigh. im very disappointed in myself as well. I always wanna do better for you, treat you better, be fair, think positive. I haven't hung out with you in so long i feel like so lonely and unloved. i know you're trying your best so i don't wanna add any pressure. im tempted to but deep down i just want you to be happy, stress free, just straight up free. i want you to be free. sorry for being a jerk.
kristine and I got into another arguement. Im very disappointed in myself and i made her cry again today. I feel like shit when I make her cry. thats not supposed to happen. Im supposed to make her happy, be understand, be that person she needs. she had such a good day and I freaken screwed it up. sigh. she even blogged it all out cause she really really loved it. after our argument she erased it, hid it, idk, but its gone now. sigh. i screwed up again. why cant i do anything right? it pisses me off when I fail others. kristine is by far above from everyone else and I failed her again. thats even worse. sigh. I tried making it right. not sure if it was resolved. we didn't even resolve yesterday yet, and I think i forgot what it was about. sigh. i suck and I know that for a fact.
thing i liked about today? classes, my 10 minute nap in the car while peter went to get nang and eric, the costco pizza and pool with davey.
sorry I hurt you sweetie, i suck. I love you more than anything and i shouldnt have thought negative things. i know you dont want me to apologize to you cause i do it alot but i have my fault and I wanna make it right. its just how I deal with things. thank you for understanding me, its sad that I couldn't do the same for you sigh. im very disappointed in myself as well. I always wanna do better for you, treat you better, be fair, think positive. I haven't hung out with you in so long i feel like so lonely and unloved. i know you're trying your best so i don't wanna add any pressure. im tempted to but deep down i just want you to be happy, stress free, just straight up free. i want you to be free. sorry for being a jerk.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
3rd day
I returned to school today. Nervous as hell meeting new people but I survived. I like all my classes except for the math class. It's so boring and I already covered it before. It was so boring. I wasted a whole hour doing nothing but watch her explain something. I give he credit for teaching so well evn though she's new. I love my Japanese clas, he's so funny makes me crack up ^____^ I love learning Japanese. I have health science tomorrow. I wonder how it'll be like :/ anyways I think Kristine and I didn't fight or argue today so I liked it. It sucks how I can't pay for the Hollywood bowl to go with her. I wanted to see her go crazy in a concert :( plus I wanted to spend time with her sigh. Hopefully shell text me. I need to get a job and build up money. I'm so low on cash it's sad. I'm pushing myself to do better now. Good day. I'm gonna miss her tomorrow :/ oh well there's always next time =]
Monday, January 25, 2010
2nd day
So I woke up sorta late today around like 10 or 12 cant really remember. I woke up and went downstairs and decided to watch Monsters vs Aliens. It wasn't as funny as i thought it was but it was fun to watch. My favorite part of that movie had to beeeee....hmmm...it has to be one of these parts. The part when susan was hit by the meteorite, I mean she saw it coming and ran yet she wasn't able to escape it cause she ran right where the meteorite landed. hahaha how does that even happen =] the second part is when the alien was destroying the city to get to susan and one of the adds that it chucked at susan said "accident" hahaha it was a good movie, very creative. Afterwards me and peter went to pick up Cang from school and planned to pick up our glasses too but they were closed on monday so we went home. I watched 17 again. Story? great and very cute ^____^ I really like the Hall scene where the guy kissed the girl and the ending how they did the same thing in the same hall just in a later time. I loved the garden, very beautiful and Ned his bestfriend. It's funny how he and the principal were into lord of the rings and elf language hahaha made me hella laugh. I would recommend that movie.
hmmm Peter and cang then played tekken for the longest time so I washed all the dishes. I mean like mountain loads. but I finished cause Im committed so yeah. then I went on a cleaning spree. we cleaned the nearby area of the tv and then we drove cang home and grabbed another movie. I dont remember the name and is too lazy to go get what its called. its like ph...something something 123. so hostage movie. I didn't understand it :/ oh well
Through out the day I at like 3 bagels yummm. it has raisin and cream cheese on it. I toasted it before and then put the cream cheese. I ate it with juice. oh, that and i tried noodles. they weren't too good. noodles were very thin and i didn't add enough water so it was like really dry and thick blah. Im full right now and mom is bringing home in and out. I think i'll save that for breakfast tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the big day, I start school again. I'm trying to focus as much as I can on school especially english. I need to pass remedial by the end of the semester or else Im on leave for a year. I don't wanna leave and peter had a point when he said how can you focus more on english...basically you read and write essays. it all rides on your essay. He told me to sign up for community college so I don't wast my time. a part of me wants to do it and a part of me doesnt. I don't wanna go back and forth between school like that. I don't think i would do as great either :/ I'd have another class to worry about. I wanna go with my plan where I'll reread everything since the first day of class. I'll pass. I have to. I suck at english so the odds are against me. I gave it my all on the essay last semester and the teacher helped me out alot and I put in effort to learn, I even had a petition but I only got a 7. damn...I feel like I failed. I dont even know what I wanna work as. I wanted to be a chiropractor to help my dad and others but I'd rather be a massage therapist. I want a occupation or job that helps people relieve their stress and I like working with my hands so I don't see the problem. I need to figure out how to make my classes allow me to be a massage therapist. I don't know how, Im horrible at the internet. I tried looking for the degree on the sjsu web. couldn't find it..sigh blah. I really don't see myself doing anything else. I always loved to massage other people even when I was a kid. It brings me joy, relief, and passion. I wouldn't mind serving people through massages. For me I perfer hands on than at a cubical picking up call and stuff. boring. I rather massage people. I also learned in my stress management class that old people value physical touch from their surroundings and as you guys know as you get older and older people just wanna avoid you cause...YOUR OLDD, you're wrinkly, you smell, you're unattractive and I believe that to be very true. I wanna be a massage therapist so I can comfort others. I'll always have a sense of pride, honor and humbleness if I was a massage therapist. =]
goodnight guys~
hmmm Peter and cang then played tekken for the longest time so I washed all the dishes. I mean like mountain loads. but I finished cause Im committed so yeah. then I went on a cleaning spree. we cleaned the nearby area of the tv and then we drove cang home and grabbed another movie. I dont remember the name and is too lazy to go get what its called. its like ph...something something 123. so hostage movie. I didn't understand it :/ oh well
Through out the day I at like 3 bagels yummm. it has raisin and cream cheese on it. I toasted it before and then put the cream cheese. I ate it with juice. oh, that and i tried noodles. they weren't too good. noodles were very thin and i didn't add enough water so it was like really dry and thick blah. Im full right now and mom is bringing home in and out. I think i'll save that for breakfast tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the big day, I start school again. I'm trying to focus as much as I can on school especially english. I need to pass remedial by the end of the semester or else Im on leave for a year. I don't wanna leave and peter had a point when he said how can you focus more on english...basically you read and write essays. it all rides on your essay. He told me to sign up for community college so I don't wast my time. a part of me wants to do it and a part of me doesnt. I don't wanna go back and forth between school like that. I don't think i would do as great either :/ I'd have another class to worry about. I wanna go with my plan where I'll reread everything since the first day of class. I'll pass. I have to. I suck at english so the odds are against me. I gave it my all on the essay last semester and the teacher helped me out alot and I put in effort to learn, I even had a petition but I only got a 7. damn...I feel like I failed. I dont even know what I wanna work as. I wanted to be a chiropractor to help my dad and others but I'd rather be a massage therapist. I want a occupation or job that helps people relieve their stress and I like working with my hands so I don't see the problem. I need to figure out how to make my classes allow me to be a massage therapist. I don't know how, Im horrible at the internet. I tried looking for the degree on the sjsu web. couldn't find it..sigh blah. I really don't see myself doing anything else. I always loved to massage other people even when I was a kid. It brings me joy, relief, and passion. I wouldn't mind serving people through massages. For me I perfer hands on than at a cubical picking up call and stuff. boring. I rather massage people. I also learned in my stress management class that old people value physical touch from their surroundings and as you guys know as you get older and older people just wanna avoid you cause...YOUR OLDD, you're wrinkly, you smell, you're unattractive and I believe that to be very true. I wanna be a massage therapist so I can comfort others. I'll always have a sense of pride, honor and humbleness if I was a massage therapist. =]
goodnight guys~
Sunday, January 24, 2010
January 24th 2010
First Day of my challenge. This is a challenge that I decided to attempt. I will blog everyday for the next 365 days of the year. I will blog only at night to fully review what has happened throughout the day. Due to my short term memory (sad) I will forget to mention some important matters that may occur. I will try my best to inform everything.
This is day one, in the afternoon. mom and dad went to fix the Mercedes. unfortunately the tires got worn out and my mom has been using my car. I am currently 18 and has finally received my license. I can't wait to drive around. I just finished watching star trek. I know its pretty old now, but hey I haven't seen it and I heard it was pretty good so I watched it. It was a good movie, I liked it more than most movies. I had two bagels for breakfast. They were soo good with cream cheese yummmmm~
I made up with kristine (dating) yesterday. We had a couple of arguments and we didn't speak to each other for like 3 weeks. sigh. we'll what's done is done. we made up so that's good.
School starts again next Tuesday. blah. I really don't like to go into remedial English 2 at SJSU. As long as I'm in remedial I feel as though I failed. This feeling is so ugh. i just wanna pass it. I told myself that I was gonna commit to school once it starts. that means no more movies, or hangouts if I have too much homework. I also plan to revise all the work and review it continually each day to make sure I memorize them. I've never done this before for any of my classes so I hope I pass. I'm also really nervous about learning another language. Its a really big leap for me and its a gamble for my GE's. I'm ready to put in the effort to learn Japanese though. wish me luck.
This is day one, in the afternoon. mom and dad went to fix the Mercedes. unfortunately the tires got worn out and my mom has been using my car. I am currently 18 and has finally received my license. I can't wait to drive around. I just finished watching star trek. I know its pretty old now, but hey I haven't seen it and I heard it was pretty good so I watched it. It was a good movie, I liked it more than most movies. I had two bagels for breakfast. They were soo good with cream cheese yummmmm~
I made up with kristine (dating) yesterday. We had a couple of arguments and we didn't speak to each other for like 3 weeks. sigh. we'll what's done is done. we made up so that's good.
School starts again next Tuesday. blah. I really don't like to go into remedial English 2 at SJSU. As long as I'm in remedial I feel as though I failed. This feeling is so ugh. i just wanna pass it. I told myself that I was gonna commit to school once it starts. that means no more movies, or hangouts if I have too much homework. I also plan to revise all the work and review it continually each day to make sure I memorize them. I've never done this before for any of my classes so I hope I pass. I'm also really nervous about learning another language. Its a really big leap for me and its a gamble for my GE's. I'm ready to put in the effort to learn Japanese though. wish me luck.
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