so yesterday

woke up wasn't really sure if I wanted to go to spc. They were gonna be doing community service where they pick up trash within Edenvale park. It was supposed to rain today too so that also sorta added weight. I was sleeping like Zzz in my bed at 8am and my mom came in -____- i hella woke up. she asked me if I wanted to go grocery shopping, return something at costco and macys, she said she'd let me drive. I do need the experience though so I agreed. got out of bed, washed my hair, brushed teeth and drove her to lion market on tully. we went home she made "banh quan" its the white thin thing you eat with nguoc mam. idk. we ate I got dressed semi warm clothing. I drove to the park and went in at 12:30 they didn't start till 1. we were supposed to break off into small groups of three but they just went together I guess. idk. break time, ate chips and then kristine came~ I had a feeling she was gonna show up sooner or later today. she kept asking me all these questions about the event the day before and asked again this morning if I was gonna go or not. but yeah, it was nice to see her. sucks that we couldn't really do anything cause of spc but seeing her in person is better than seeing her on a monitor. ahha. we just joked around alot which was fun. she wanted to walk so I walked with her and it started to rain again. she asked me to junior prom which was really nice. I like how the junior prom letters were so artist like. I said yeah, it should be fun idk where were going but it should be fun. she said we were gonna go in a limo with her friends and i was like a limo? never been in a limo haha. its on april 16 our 11th anniversary ha ha. two days after my birthday too. I'll be two years older than you for like a week or two. 19 and a 16 year old ha ha ha. Idk what were gonna wear. we'll need to plan that. just keep me updated from time to time. anyways, spc ended we said good buy and i drove mom to coscto, macy, then to grams for dinner. I bought a polish hotdog at costco. soooo goood that + raspberry nestea. -goodness- at macy's HAHAHA mom failed. so we were on the third floor mom wanted to take the elevator I told her it just went down, esculator would be faster so we took the esculator to the 2nd floor. as we went to the next esculator my mom rushes into the elevator cause it was open I had to go with her. door closes and the arrow pointed up -____- we ended back on the third floor. door closes and we go straight down to the 1st floor except...my mom farted. its odorless but come onnnnn its an ELEVATOR. she farted inside a concealed room with me in it. she started laughing cause I wasn't supposed to hear that but I did. I told her "how could you do this to me in a concealed room like this, there no air circulation" ^____^ she cracked up and hella laughed and tried to defend herself saying "its odorless, its odorless" fail. also in the morning I found out something about her. while at the lion market these two guys that worked there started arguing. mom? she just turned towards the action. she seemed to be enjoying it, guess she never grew up hahah. my baby cousin Trau is crazy. crazy in a good way. she hella clever and knows how to manipulate her chair stroller thingy to her advantage. she runs on her tippy toes and knows how to slow down before running into stuff. she understands what we say and knows how to mess around. crazy. looking forward to prom. ^_____^ oh one more thing I failed the 365 day challenge. it got too tiring, it was fun while it lasted. I'll just blog whenever i want now hahaha

toothfairy

I had class at 10:30 today but that didn't mean I got to sleep in -_____- peter barged in an said we have to go. I told him i didn't have class early today, he responded I do! So, I got out of bed...unhappily, got dressed, washed my hair, brushed my teeth, pack my stuff and left. He complained on the car that I was always hazing him for making me late and now I was making him late. first off, I had no idea what is schedule was like, second he was being hypocritical about me. sure its okay for him to make me late but when it happens to him is not okay? what is this? his reasoning make no sense and was completely childish. I thought his accusation was retarded and didn't wanna drag myself into this stupidity so I just let it go. It freaken pissed me off on the inside though. sigh ridiculous. we got to school i went to the library and ran into jessica. its funny how she was talking about how we don't run into each other the since last semester a few days ago and here we are. she was on her way to class but need to print something out but ran out of money on her sjsu card thing. she was too afraid to refill the card in the basement so I helped her out by using mine. she got it printed out, stapled it and I escorted her to sweedney hall. i decided not to go back to the library cause it was about to rain so i just went to the where my first class would be. I studied for my japanese quiz over and over. I got tired so I closed my eyes for a bit. my teacher was a bit late today. we got our essays back. not as good as i thought. After rereading it, it was so bad. undeveloped ideas and what not. i came in late that day and couldn't process as clearly as i could of. sigh. I got a 3 :/ anyways I have to rewrite it. class ended and I went to japanese class. messing around with sydney, japanese buddy. the quiz was similar to the first quiz, i actually didn't have to get infront of the whole class to say anything. i thought i did decent like a C. i completely forgot how to write exaggerated letters. blah. had long pages of homework tonight like 6 pages of workbook. I proceeded to math class. boring as always. I have never liked that class, ever. her teaching is decent but her voice is just annoying. sigh oh well Im doing good in math. Like always :/ peter gets out at 4:10 so I chilled at the library reading manga. didn't have much homework today so I didn't do it. we went home afterwards, watched part of Get Smart. i ate rice with cooked egg something and shrimp then we went to the theaters. usually i wouldn't go but I had time today so i went. Toothfairy wasn't the greatest movie. completely childs movie. we came home i changed to pjs, finished homework and checked email and fb. my cousin tommy, sent me three youtube videos hella crazy. I thought two of them were funny so here

he got crazy beats for a 29 month old baby


This girl was just hilarious. she captured the attitude and hand movement even the rolling of the eyes. funny =]


Yup yup night~

pirates

i woke up early thank goodness i heard my ipod alarm. finally too, it was about time I heard that thing ring. rhymed ^____^ anyways got up didn't feel like washing my hair so threw on some clothes and went down to grab some breakfast. I had milk and something can't remember maybe it was just a glass of milk. I packed my things and left it on the stairs waiting till it was time to leave. I then turned on the news and watched a bit of it. checking the weather for spc. it seems like its gonna rain so idk. Toyota has been the big talk lately. there brakes and acceleration had problems and now their company is taking a really big hit from the publicity. idk if they'll still be in business anymore. anyways peter came down got ready and we left. I came alittle late to my HS 1 class but thats alright i guess. its my chill class and she doesn't take attendance. I copied notes, i still haven't bought the book textbook for that class strange. whatever. we have a group project, 4 people ours was on stress management. thankfully amy and I had taken stress management before so we know almost everything about it. I kinda took initiative actually. we all wrote down each others email, phone number but i sent out the notes and gave my option the most so far. we shared idea and made a rough draft of our presentation. i then had a two hour break before my japanese class so i went to the library and sent my group the notes and what i though we could do. I then noticed that some of the people there were watching pirates of the carribean and it just triggered my drive to rewatch the series. personally I liked the first one the most. anyways, i chilled there watched part of the last one then left for class. japanese was alright. I got a red tag today symbolizing that I was supposed to go up and write on the board except there were three tags and the other two went up instead of me so. SAVED. I have a VERBAL quiz tomorrow. Im like scared for my life. we will have to stand infront of everybody and have a conversation with the class @_@ I haven't really gotten to practice my speach part. School ended for me. Peter told me to meet him at his car and he said that we were gonna pick up cang and alex and weren't going home right away. Cang took my ID last time so I couldn't use the VTA even if I wanted to. Picked both of them up at their house, cane first then alex then kevin too. We went to eat Japanese food at ...market. It was really good except it didn't look as great as the display one. I tried the ramen and salad and curry. Curry was okay, the chicken was a little dry, my rice was soggy and brown. Alex had a mixure of the curry on one dish and a bowl of ramen plus salad. Cang ordered the same. Keven just tried the noodles. We looked around the market for candy and stuff then found a anime and asain stuff so we dashed there. Manga was 50% off! Too bad I'm cheap like that and didnb buy anything hahhah. There were some really cool stuff. Across the street was another Japanese store filled with books, clothing and movies. I was a manga heaven too bad it was in Japanese but it was huge. There was action figures, key chains, and english manga as well. Apex went crazy when she saw the dramas and we. Check out everything. We went back to the stores manga section and I saw it. Yotsuba volume 7 came out! I was like ahhhh I want to read it but sadly all their books are sealed in plastic. We went around and I tried to sound out some of the Japanese characters I knew then found another yotsuba manga volume 9! But it was in Japanese ahhhh! Why! We were joking about everything we saw. We found a naruto data book of everyone and looked through and naming who died in the manga. We tried to find pain but he wasn't in there. For those who read naruto, pain died and naruto basically beat him. I made the joke "naruto is a pain killer" and alex just started laughing when she understood it. We went back to the market for drinks then went home. I got home and was tired. I finished my Japanese homework then planned some spc park clean up stuff and then went down to do math hw online. I finished partly and ate dinner I then continued until I finished. Took a facebook quiz and was very surprised. Kristine if u read it from my wall you'd be like what the heck? It was strikingly true. AnywHe I went upstairs to study for my Japanese quiz tomorrow. @_@

Rainy Sunday

I was sleeping in this morning like always and it was well pasted my alarm clock. Idk why but I haven't been able to wake up to the sound of my alarm clock for a couple of days. Mom walked into my room and sat on my bed then looks around and picks up some of my stuff. She picked up one of kristine's photos. I turned and saw her holding it and said they're photos. She put them down told me to wake up and if I'd eat fried rice. I said no. I might eat fried rice if someone else made it but I kinda don't like how she makes it. She left my room and I just could fall asleep again so I laid there for a bit them downloaded some new games on my itouch. I checked a few of them out before going downstairs. I checked my phone and tina had called me and Kristine has texted me asking if I was awake. I replied with a question mark and called tina. She just called cause angie needed to talk to peter. However peter already picked her up so that was that. I went downstairs made lots of fries and ate them while watching law & order. Kristine wanted to talk so we decided to webcam. We talked about yesterday and came to a compromise. After that things lightened up. To me it feels like we made up. She was folding clothes and I ate fries and drank kerns. She had to go put in the laundry so I went and washed my hair and got ready for church. When I came back she left to take a shower so I just waited. She came back and we talked some more then she had to go help her dad dye his hair black so she left. Mom took a rediculously long time ordering clothing on the phone. Mass was supposed to be at 4:00 she finished after 4 so we had to go to 5:30 mass. I drove us there and asked her when dad and her buy insurance for me so I could drive. She said you don't need it right away and dad is too busy, she said shell buy me insurance later. I hate that word. Peter used it on me all the time and later usually ment months or even a year. I got pissed cause I can't drive and I need it to manage work easier. Without a car I might have to go to school with peter then lightrail to oak gridge then lightrail to cottle and walk home. The weather might be raining too. With the car I could lightrail to cottle and drive home saving an hour. Then again it might be at night and mom might get out of work. Idk I just wanna drive I don't wanna have to rely on them and I don't like following them to their destinations. They lag and waste my time hanging out. When I go with peter he wastes my whole day forcing me to do homework late at night. Anyways, church was boring. It rained so mom drove to buy some ingredents. She asked me if I wanted to go to grams to eat food then go home. Home had nothing I wanted to eat so said yeah. We came there ate then she hungout. She said it was too cold to buy drinks before we got there yet she went with my aunt to buy some. I waited. She came back and talked some more. She grabbed some fruits from grams and bagged them. She said we were gonna leave so I put on my shoes. These shoes hurt alot but they're the only pair with out holes so that my feet don't get wet. I waited and she decides to share one photos from tet. My feet hurted and I wanted to leave. After a while she got up and I was annoyed. She asked me to carry the bags and the umbrella. We walked out and I told her that I was annoyed that she took so long. She said tyat we were only gonna eat and go home but we didn't. It was late, I still had to type up my essay and do my Japanese homework online. Got home I finish my homework while venting to Kristine on webcam. I finish she had to go to wilsons room so we stopped webcaming. I went upstairs, hung my clothes listen to music. I aimed her, she was cleaning her room so I worked out. We didn't say much, I brushed my teeth and blogged. She went to sleep at like 12:30. It was nice to see her face though. It really helps the distance thing.

This sucks

I woke up with joy and happiness for I was gonna see Kristine today. All seem unshakable and it seemed like I was gonna see her later. I woke up a little late so I hurried to make fries for her before I left. Mom and dad wanted to go out and eat and I wanted to visit walmart and pick up my lenses. I got a text from her saying she got sick so she didn't think she was gonna go today. I felt bad. I couldn't really do anything. She sick I can't force her to go, that'd just be cruel and wouldn't help anything so I said "it's fine" she argues that it isn't and I agree but there's nothing we could do. She says that it seems that I have lost all hope in her. I didn't lose all hope in her but I've lost some or alot of it. Sorry if I seem like a jerk but there have been many ends in our plans. I really thought that I was gonna see you today but what was supposed to be a relaxing day turned to a bad day. Anyway I came to spc :/ just watched them make anouncements about next weeks community service. I did Japanese homework. We planned and planned then left. There was another hangout today but I didn't go, been out real late yesterday, mom woulnd approve so I didn't go. I drove to costco to refill gas and refund some dried fruits. We then went to walmart mom bought some shirts, I bought weights. Went home did homework. Ate bun moc. Watched olimpics and talked to some friends.

Misunderstanding

So I woke up pretty late today like 1 or 2 pm I think. No one was home -_____- I planned to bike to walmart to buy some stuff but I changed my mind cause the sky looked like it was gonna rain. I made fries. And ate some stuff when I got a text from andrew asking if I was gonna go today. I was like what's happening today? And he said a reunion. I asked hai for a ride and he came and picked me up 15 min later. We drove to tinas house and waited for tiffany, andrew, and richy. We chilled in tinas room trying to decide what to eat. We came to the verdict of sweet tomatoes. Is like a vegetarian buffet and since it was Friday no meat. We ate made jokes, tried to cheer uyen up. The idea of fire came to us and we wanted to make a fire somewhere. We went down the street into target and bought a fire pit thing, candy, a nerf bullet sash, and some movies. Hai had to pick up angie and I tagged along to keep hai company. We had to drop tuna and andrew back at tina's house. It took like 20-30 min to get to angies, her house was past milipas. We came, hai crashed for like 15 min. Angie got her things and we left. We listened to music the whole way and I constantly checked if hai was awake. It's so hard to tell, it's dark, he's tired, and his eye is basically like squinting the whole time. We made it back to tinas and hai told us to wake him up in like 20-30 min. We went in and saw tuna and tiffany on the bed and andrew in the chair. Richy left and drove uyen home. We chilled until tinas brothers friend needed Hais car moved so his car could get out. I woke him up and he moved his truck. He then went back to sleep and told us to wake him up when we need to go home. I felt so bad cause he was hella tired. We let him sleep untill 1:50 ish and left. We dropped andrew and tiffany off. When he was driving me home there was this one moment where he just passed out. The car swirved to the left lane Right behind a turning car. I noticed that he was going the wron way, I glanced over and saw him passed out so I called his name out loud. He woke up and swrived back into the right lane and he got me home safely. If he hadn't woken up I'd grab that wheel. It was freaken scary though. If I knewhow to get home from where we were I would have driven him home. After he dropped me off he went home. I told him to drive safe but idk if that really helps. I wouldn't have gone if I knew the event was canceled. I thought here would be alot of people and was mistaken. I hope he got home safe. I offered him to park and just sleep. I wouldve invited him in but my dogs automatically tell a stranger right when they step intothe house. They wouldve barked hella loud, my parents would wake up and it'd be all bad. Anyways, it's 2:54 and I'm in bed. Didn't workout today :/ sucks but I'm hella tired. I just have to commit to this blog so I had to post something. Alright night night. I'll see u in the morning.

Finally

It's the end of the week. I knew I had a essay this morning so I made sure to not oversleep. Sadly effort were gone to waste for peter woke up late. I ate cereal for breakfast. It was trix the thing with the rabbit thing. It wasn't fresh cereal cuz peter never closed it all the way :/ Peter drove stupidly through the freeway. By stupid I mean, speeding blaming other drivers, and being pissed off. It makes no sense, he wakes up late then blames others for going too slow. There speeds were legit, his was just unplanned and just rediculous. Doesn't matter I was late like 3-4 minutes, thank goodness they haven't started. I thought I did good. I then went to the book store to by a examination booklet for my Japanese class. The one I had ran outta pages. Japanese was fun, I was in a really good mood too so I laughed alot in that class. Math? Boring -_____- I have to endure learning the past, oh well I just have to put up with it. I had to take the light rail home again. Peter said he couldn't pick me up cause he was gonna be "busy" later. Whatever, he probably went out and had fun somewhere and just didn't wanna drive me home. I mean at least tell the person where and what ya know? "I'm gonna be busy" is so vague.whatever I talked with Kristine so that helped. I stopped at walmart to check out some stuff. Got home. Made French fries and ate some leftovers. Then wathed two movie that I rented at redbox. "funny people" and "xmen origins: wolverine" funny people was funny but also quite disturbing. They cussed way too much :/ xmen was good. Nice to know what happened. I washed dishes, worked out, brushed teeth and now in bed :P

rahhhh

im hella hungry~ but i can't eat until 12 o'clock cause it's still lent. grrr.

so I woke up this morning hella tired, didn't wanna leave my bed but like always i manage to crawl out of my oh so comfy bed. I got dressed. it was plad dress shirt a sweater vest and a sweater with jeans and vans today. I came down stairs and ate rice with shrimp. the shrimp outer shell was annoying so i ended up not eating much. I brushed my teeth and waited to leave. I was dropped off by peter and proceeded to HS1. I submitted my paper and was assigned a group project. one of the people weren't there so we just continued. our topic is stress management. lucky for us, Amy (classmate) and I have tooken a stress management class so we know what we're dealing with. basically we have to provide the basics, references, an activity that would last 20 mins. It should turn out really fun. My group seem very active and fun ^____^ thats good. I took class notes and learned how to build the body correctly hahaha. It made me wanna go out and buy weights and excersize hahaha. class ended and i went to my LLD 2 activity class. I was grouped up with my only other classmate Linda. we had one helper named Anthony. Anthony was an alright guy but he kind of forced his own opinion onto us. ironically both of us were against the issue but he kept forcing it the opposite direction, weird. I thought he was inexperienced which is bad cause I really wanted someone that could push me to work harder and comment wisely. my LLD 1 mentor had more experience than this guy so maybe thats why it bothered me. idk we'll see how it goes but I do kinda wished we had a different mentor. after class, we laughed about how weird our mentor was and how he kept trying to force us to accept an idea when we clearly dissagreed with the author. anyways, I thought it was good cause I got to know one of my classmates more. I then went to japanese class. class went by fast. the sounds are harder to decifer for me at least. I could write and translate written words easier than saying a phrase or writing down japanese words/phrases cause some of the sound is silent to me so I have trouble translating it into words. besides that class went by really fast. Oh i had to buy a workbook for my LLD activity class. I took the light rail home cause peter could drive me. I walked from the light rail to home. It was nice, walking a long distance once in a while. It was relaxing, i was getting excercise and it was a nice looking day. the only bad part is that I sweat like crazy when I excersize. got home took off my sweaty clothes and changed to dry clothes. I ate noodles cause the shrimp was a pain. I watched tv as I ate. then kristine aim me asking if i wanted to talk and webcam. Of course I wanted so I got on the computer and we webcammed. I have to say it was nice seeing her, even though it was only on a screen seeing her smile and laugh and do cute things was relaxing i guess. =] she had to leave to go to church that she didn't want to go to. sad that I couldn't do anything to help her. i continued and finished my math and japanese homework. Kristine then came home and told me how bad it was. ehh :( you won't have to do that with me sweetie but we do have to go to church at the very least. we gotta have some asianness :P we talked for a bit and then I had to go to church. St. Patrick parking lot was filled completely, like all the way to the top with asain parking. rediculous, they blocked off the only exits forcing everyone else to abandon their car and head to the church. i saw my uncle, aunt, cousin and a few friends but I don't think they saw me. anyways we supposidly left early yet my mom failed. she met her friend and started talking. cars were slowly starting to move and we almost pissed off some cars so blah. I drove us home. finished my japanese homework. now im here ^____^ hey its 12am. time to eat hahahaha buys. -fooooooooood-

tired out of my mind

I stayed up till like 2 something writing the freaken essay blah. I got it done and the teacher liked it so it paid off. I woke up got to school and went to clark building to study for my math exam today. I then went to english turned in my essay got back a few papers and took notes about our next in-class essay (thursday) its about prom so i think I could come up with alot of things to write about. I then went to japanese class. we learned did our excersise of the day, he went like super fast T___T plus it wasn't one or two words it was like a sentence I hella lost him. we finished hiragana and started katakana today. its different, sharper strokes. finished that easily and then started my second essay in two days. Im not sure if I did it right but I did it anyways. hopefully she accepts it. It wasn't specific so idk. I just finished. I was looking at my email and facebook. I was checkin out your (kristine's) notes :P I haven't read any of them and some were kinda funny. I would do the same thing if i knew how. Im a low tech guy -____- sad, I wanna be good at it but I never really had a fully operated computer or laptop so I can't really mess around with it. plus the fear that I screwed up the computer would be really bad. im saving for a laptop. mom says ask dad to fix one of the old laptops. Idk he's busy and I don't really want to bug him cause he doesn't have the time to fix it. idk i just need a job then I could buy whatever i want jeez. anyways back to school, I set an appointment with my english teacher last week and was goin to meet her after school at 2:15. I went to math class to do my exam at 1:30 i did okay. my alarm vibrated and it didn't occur to me until after class ended at like 2:45 that I was hella late for my meeting. so i rushed to clark hall, she was still there and we discussed my paper. I then left to the library and waited till peter got out. walked to the car, drove home I was dead hungry and there was hella traffic. I came home made some instant noodles, ate a raisin cookie with milk and some waffle cakes thingys. i got full and watched a bit of Phineas and ferb then started homework. I took a bath later instead of a shower because I was sore and hella tired. it was very relaxing untill I ran out of hot water so I had to take a cold shower ha ha. i then continued homework and now im here at 1 o'clock. Imm head to bed now. night sweetie love you mucho

sorry sorry

so two days ago I woke up really early cause we had to go to church early at st. patricks. we came kinda late so no seats. mass ended we went to the side of the church to watch van nghe perform their drumming. maybe its just me but when i used to drum it sounded alot louder than that. idk. it was alright. it was something new. I saw three people in turtle costumes which is new, they were doing modern dancing. A black dude in a business hat came to me and asked me some questions about the culture and I explained to him. he was walking down town and heard drumming and wanted to check out what was happening ya know. he told me san jose used to be very ghetto. down town was a mess and there was no business and lots of the windows were shattered. he then said that thanks to the vietnamese community they rebuilt this town. idk. it was kinda hard to picture it but i confirmed it with my dad later that day. i went home with mom and dad and waited till it was time to head to grams. we went up there when peter came home. we ate played black jack, lotto. I lost like 30-40 dollars. saddd :( oh well it was for the new year spirit so its all good. the adults then busted out their asian chinese cards and played till like four. i hear like they played till their eyes started closing while they were playing. crazy old people. i slept on the couch and woke up at like 10. we ate then went to grand century mall to see some firecrackers. came got some sugar cane drinks and we found tiffany and andrew and their family. i took one of my cousins and boy she was obessessed with the toys. which was like me when I was younger so i understood. we then went back to grams house to play bau cua. while everyone else went straight home. my uncle, his girlfriend and peter and I went to buy drinks for everyone. I passed out in the car and didn't wake up till we were at grams. peter left to go out with his friends right after we came back to grams house. i stayed for a bit and then mom had to drive me home cause I had homework. I got home carried stuff in. started homework. wrote half an essay and went down to eat. I ate chicken with lemon and salt/ginger. went back up to finish it, came down at 2:00 am typed it now im here. bye bye, im hella tired. this counts as two kay cause yesterday I was kept from the computer.

Milk

I usually wake up whenever I want to on weekends so I hella slept in untill like 11 or 12. No dreams today. Peter left for drum show. Mom was gonna go refill gas and return something. Dad went to work. I went downstairs with the movie I bought at walmart the other day. I watched it. (pathfinders) it wasn't that great. Lots of blood story wasn't that good. I then went upstairs and folded all the clothes that has been laying around for days. I aimed with Kristine for a bit but she had to go so I just listened to some k-pop. Finished organizing room all clean again but idk about the smell o.o peter said it smelled like me once and I can't really tell cause it's my own scent. I just opened the window a bit hoping that it would resolve my problem. I'm pretty sure it didn't work oh well. Everyone came home at like 6:30 ish and we left at 7. We arrived, said hello, eat, and chilled till like 11. I got two red envelopes and I played with my baby cousins and my other cousins? O.o not sure if they are our cousins or not but I played with all of them. I drew some stuff and they tried to guess. My baby cousins we munching on everything they could get their hands on. Both of them just recently learned to walk. One of them has teeth. Two on top and two on the botto
. he looked like a rat or a beaver =]. I watched some olimpics on tv. Saw people do crazy air moves on the snow ramp. We said goodbye and left. Mom and dad were talking about how to be successful restaurant owner. I just text Kristine. We got home, carried some stuff inside the house. Brushed my teeth, worked out now I'm here and neighbors just lit fire crackers just now. Night~

The lightning thief

I woke up. Had a dream about zombies and something. Ciompletely forgot about it now :/ it was a hope dream though I remember that much. I was supposed to clean up today. I got out of bed at like 12 somethig, took a nice shower and went downstairs. I carried my black colored clothes an washed them. I ate a bowl of rice with leftover fried chicken. I then had a cup of milk. I was afraid I was gonna have diarrea later but it never happened haha. Anyways, I start asking people if they wanted to go watch a movie with some friends. Ironically Paul was having a hangout at sjsu today as well so we decided to combine both ideas. Peter told me that I had to wash the dishes before I left. I washed a shit load of dishes yesterday and he tells me I have to do it again today -___- what a @$&$-. To avoid his stupidity and sense of rightousness, I just did the dishes and got ready to leave. Kevin came and we picked up nang. We drove to sjsu. Kevin dropped his iPod into like "into" his car so now he has to find it before he sell the car in 2 weeks. We withrew some money from the bank and met with everyone else. We played pool for the longest time =] at like 7 ish we went to eat at pizza my heart. Good stuff. Rassberry nestea yum, good pizza just not healthy blah. I learned the sugar game and finally tried their hot sauce. That was some spicy sauce (the green jar) we then picked up andrew and phouc anh at 8 and arrived at eastridge at 9:30.

Sad. I drank hella water like 3 cups of refill so I had to go urgently when I reached the mall. I grabbed phouc anh and we headed first to the restroom. Right when I turned to see the entrance of the men's bathroom...I saw a yellow bockade...stating "restroom closed for cleaning" -long pause- that was the saddest thing that has ever occured to me. I dropped down to my knees and cried, "noooooo~..." phouc anh saw the whole thing, sad as hell. Ironic really. So I went back out and saw family restroom. I dashed in and was VERY relieved. We met back with some people and the next show would be at 10:30 if we wanted good seats. so we chilled in the arcade for a bit then lines up at the LINE. The movie was alright. They had humor and myth. I love mythology. They put mythology into modern time. It was alright. The begining was too quick and the ending wasn't really that great. I did like how they visualized the underworld so differently. Movie ended, drove alex and cang home and now I just did my workout and gonna head to bed soon.

Goals: I was kinda hoping to see Kristine this week but it's fine. I did hope that we do something tomorrow cause no spc tomorrow but she's feeling sick. What could I do right? Anyways it's resceduled to next week. I really wonder if it'll be canceled again. Maybe, probably idk we'll see. I hope she doesn't get sick :/ that'll be all bad -____- we haven't seen each other for almost a month now -____- it's killing meeeeee. Idk what we're gonna do. What can we do? What can I do?

Freee well...sorta

Thursday, last day of the week. Also the longest day of my week. I woke up got dressed. Went downstairs made 2 peanut butter and jelly sandwich. I watched some noting news and then left for school. I was late :/ I felt so bad and ashamed of myself as I entered the class. Took lots of notes. I have to write and rough draft of my first essay due Tuesday. I then went to my Japanese class. (same building, down the hall) I kinds had a feelin that I was gonna be chosen to write on the board. Basically, everyday we write in an examination workbook and two people are chosen to write on the board. Today? It was me. I called it too, so weird. Usually I say "it ain't gonna be me. It ain't gonna be me" and it never is me. Today? "he's gonna call me huh" and then boom I was it, my examination with a red tag (symbolizing that I was chosen) anyways lots of homework this week :/ I then moved to math class. Learned about 2.1 today. Exam next Tuesday. Oh! I had to wake up real early to retake my quiz online again. Bad score -_____- 66% -die- anyways peter gets out at 4:30 so I had to kill time. Went to the library. I contemplated on weather I should should do homework or read comics. I ended up reading comics. Peter then drove to oak gridge to pick up his paycheck. He met his friend and I followed along. Weird people, but they're cool. We left to luckys, peter put his check in the bank while I asked people how much are balloons. Peter then rented two movies. I watched one of them when I got home as I ate my pho. I forgot the name. Didn't like it that much. Not my type of movie. I saw the new trailer for avatar the last airbender SOOOO COOOOL ^____^ I must watch. July 2. Mom came home, she ate then we went to walmart so I could return my rented movie and look around. I found this really nice purple wolverine shirt. Every shirt was dyed differently and the one I wanted was a small. It didn't fit T____T I put it back cause the other dyes went as good and I wasn't about to waste my money. Mom bought me a pack of tanks and a movie. She also bought shower towels for everyone and some cleaning supplies for tomorrow. Oh we got milk again he he :/ imma get diarrea. Oh well, I really need the calcium. Calcium is really good for the body. It keeps your bones an teeth strong so they don't snap an break when you get old. This is the first time we got no fat milk, usually we get low fat or something but my teacher said try to drink only no fat cause the other ones like whole fat, or 2% fat have more stuff in them. Idk she said if you prefer it then it's fine just your preferance. We went home, I did the dishes. Hella dishes...like mountains....I'm tired now. I'm still thinking of Saturday. Hopefully, something happens, if not I guess I'll have to keep on waiting till next time. Which is fine, I just really miss talking face to face with her. Then there's hugs and kisses too, I miss em. Well that's it for me today. I did my daily work out and brushed my teeth. Hopefully I can fall asleep hahaha =] night~

blah blah japanese

I woke up -ponder- i cant really remember what I did ha ha :/
peter drove me to school. I was alittle late to class but I got the notes down. my report is due next wednesday. I learned health facts and what is inside fast foods, sodas and vitamins. i then chilled at the library for two hours listening to music and reading manga before japanese class. today he really rushed everything T_T i could barely keep up with him. plus it didn't help that some of the words sounded exactly the same and I could tell one from the other >< got my assignment and then went to the 4th street garage where peter said he was gonna pick me up. I called him and he didn't answer. he then texted me to meet him at the 4th street garage but I was already there. I replied saying "im here" like 7 minutes later he comes "by" not towards me but to go up the stairs and he was talking on his cellphone too. me: wth. he didn't even wait either, he just swiftly walked up the stairs and hella people were going up as well. I couldn't keep up and he didn't tell me what floor he parked either. asshole. so I tried three hoping to see him walking to his car but he wasn't there cause I got off on the wrong floor! so I reenter the stairs and he's there telling me "my gosh~" and then something something -______-. we stopped at lucky's he needed to check his bank of america account, I went to the dvd rental and rented zombieland. came home watched it while I ate rice and chicken. movie was funny. they made the blood very dramatic and the "rule" really funny. they had purpose and i might watch it again tomorrow before returning it. I then took a shower with music on. when I was done I started homework. some time after I finished japanese homework I started looking up songs on my ipod. i killed like 2 hours -____- badddddd. I continued homework. im not sure if I had homework for my english class. I cant remember if i had any cause I didn't write anything down :/ Im just thinking about saturday. I really wanna spend it with kristine somewhere, anywhere. I really need a break from everything and bring it back to what really makes me happy ya know? i did't take a nap today, bummer. i also ran out of socks so Idk what I'll wear tomorrow. slippers? :/ I also need to cut my nails, they're looking pretty long ;/

ha ha....the other day -______-

Omgosh, I tried to finish my homework yesterday but was still really sleepy even though I slept. I finished everything except my math homework. I decided to go to sleep and finish it when I woke up. I woke up at 7:30 and finished it at 8 something. I ate cheerios for breakfast and waited to leave. peter dropped me off at the lightrail and I waited. It was hella cold -_____- the wind like totally penetrated my sweater and I was afraid I was gonna get sick again. when I got on I just listened to music. My friend Hui enters the lightrail at snell and we talked and stuff. He then walked me to class and we planned to take the lightrail home. I went to english. I turned in late work, homework and the journals weren't due till thursday so I left it in my folder. we were talking about the impact of internet today and we're gonna write an essay about it later. I received my homework and left for Japanese. Japanese got alot harder :/ I kinda started slipping today. I couldn't recall some of the characters that I already knew. It could be because I was tired but I need to practice more. I need to learn the numbers and certain basic grammar :/ I grabbed my homework and went to math. Math was boring as always. the sad thing though was I found out that she made a mistake, she set the homework in the wrong timezone so she extended it to thursday. -____- i stayed up hella late to finish that and now it wasn't due gahhh what a waste. anyways class ended and huy called me. I told him i'm coming right now. I then called peter to tell him that I'm gonna take the lightrail and asked him if he could drive me home from the lightrail. He said no cause he needs carpool, and it'll be a hassel. I felt bad cause I told hui that I was gonna take the lightrail and now I wasn't gonna. so I called him and told him I couldn't cause I would have to walk home and that'd take an hour. He told me that he could drive me home. me: oh! okay! I called peter again and told him that Im gonna take the lightrail. Hui drove me home and I showed him my house. he left like 10 minutes later and I hella pigged out. I was so freeaken hungry. I fried chicken and made pho. I got hella full and was satisfied. I really wanted to take another nap since yesterday's nap was the bomb ^______^ I laid there and at first it wasn't working but I passed out like 30 minutes later. I only napped for like an hour i think it wasn't long ;/ I then found that peter wasn't home, I went upstairs and finished my Japanese homework. after I finished I looked up backgrounds on my ipod. I haven't done that in so long. I found really cheesy stuff about valentines =] I wanna use some of these for you ;P

here read this-



"I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
and the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile and your kind, thoughtful way,
the joy that you bring to my life every day.
I love you today as I have from the start,
and I'll love you forever
with all of my heart."

I love you sweetie -kiss- <3

nap nap

woke up at like 7:00 planning to shower but grew lazy so laid in bed and reseted the alarm clock for another 30mins. I woke up and threw on a beanie, shirt, sweater and jeans and ate pho for breakfast not much though. I wait for peter. finally got to school, i had to rush to class. we only took notes in Health science. afterwards was my 2 hour gap so I went to the library and read some manga. I saw camille but i didn't reconize her from afar so couldn't say hi. anyways finished and chill walked to japanese class. we had a quiz and i did really good except it annoyed me that I wasn't feeling well and forgot alot of letters at first. in the end though I forgot on letter. I looked it up after the quiz and it pissed me off that I could've gotten a hundred percent cause I knew what it was :/ it ended peter picked me up. we went home. watched a bit of tv before it crashed on us. so I turned it off and started japanese homework once I was done I got hella tired. so I decided to try to take a nap. i was passed out for like one hour then peter woke me up cause he need money -_____- he left for school and I went back to napping. I wake up 3 hours later and its like dark as hell in my house. my dogs were barking so i was uggghhhh :/ I got up cause I knew I had lots of homework to do before tomorrow. I went upstairs to grab the charger cause my ipod was about to die. I also grabbed my bat, just for precaution so i went downstairs and the door opens and peter came in. I didn't need the bat anymore so I put it on the chair and turn on the computer and charged my ipod too. I check email and facebook to find that they changed my layout. I know what kristine meant now -____- its horrible. I want the old one back. I invited people to go watch the lightning thief friday at 4 or 6 something at oak gridge. (kristine can you go? does wilson wanna go?) well if no one shows i'll still watch it. =] though it would be kinda sad. hopefully they go, if not i might just call up mht people and watch it on saturday after spc. anyways, i still have japanese homework, one more math homework i need to work on, and a journal entry for english. :/ so much work -_____- i miss you sweetie.

-making popping sounds with my mouth-

thank you for k-drama i really don't know how i would live without it. anyways I woke up this morning and did some of my homework. regretfully I ended up not finishing it ha ha :/ its fine though I have time it aint due yet. I mean it's always nice to get homework out of the way so if anything like hangouts and fun come along i won't have to worry about finishing it. anyways, my parents decided to stay up REALLY late cause I introduced them to the k-drama I was watching. "Cinderella man" yoona is in there ^____^ another reason why I liked it. she's a good actor, then again I like almost everything so haha it ain't really fair but its fine, right? =] I missed most of the second disk though :/ i didn't understand some of it so that means I'm gonna have to rewatch it one day haha. =] it's an interesting drama though, I won't spoil anything. besides that it was my baby cousin's 2nd birthday today. his name's andrew, small kid but hella fast learner and really smart and manipulative hahaha. he's not evil or anything just knows how to use it to his advantage which is really smart for a two year old. he was always a fast learner though. he learned to stand really fast and knew what things meant by the age of one. crazy ass kid =]. i didn't do much there though, just ate. I had like two cups of soda and was like "gone" @___@ grandma kept talking to me, which is good don't get me wrong. she's very caring and wants to know how I am =] i was really tired though. I wanted to pass out on the couch but if I laid and slept they might gossip about how disrespectful and what not blah. thank goodness the kids were watching cartoons hahaha they were watching spongebob, scoobydoo and like fairy odd parents. oh! the house! it was like literally like 3-4 blocks from kristine's house. I really wanted to run to her house and hangout for like 10 mins, say hi, how are you and such. I thought about it and this is milpitas, mom knows kristine lives right there so if I left to go anywhere on foot she'd know where I went -______- the temptation sucked. everytime man, everytime I'm in milpitas its always near the ocean market. why?~ why?~ torture...torture. sigh anyways at 5 we had to go to church. st. patrick was empty almost due to the super bowl ha ha. I saw tiffany and martin and their family there but they didn't see me. went home afterwards and dad, mom and I finished the drama. =] hey sweetie =O when will you be free =] Im here alone and its getting really lonely without you =] I miss you sweetie, i really do



-love joe

day 14 huh

sigh. i guess I should start with morning huh. woke up. tet show was today. I dress up and was excited. I went downstairs hoping to find food that I actually want to stick into my mouth. found nothing. my body rejected everything I looked at. sigh. the feelings like you're hungry but you just cant eat -disappointment look- I then drove mom and me to walmart. I went to the photo section and ordered alot of photos 100+, mom went to bank of America to do some stuff. afterwards I drove to spc. I finally got there early. first time since the school year started. anyways I helped out Sophia for a bit and then just chill. the show itself was alright. I mean its tet come on, am I supposed to look at it as a negative way? wth is this? I thought it was a good show, funny, and memories. afterwards, pizza and gambling. i was able to eat pizza thank god -___- anyways mom came. I drove to Costco refilled gas, went to market I slept in the car she bought food. drove home. worst parking i ever did sigh. watched k-drama Cinderella man. yoona from snsd is in it. I looked up snsd -____- sad but I did. I have to say out of all the girls I would choose yoona. besides that I ate rice with shredded chicken and now I'm here. I haven't done homework and its my baby cousin's birthday tomorrow so I have no time. freak.. on top of that. I really really....really don't like how kristine and I have been lately. I just really dislike how we've spent the last couple of months. the only thing that's making me happy right of this minute...is Japanese :/ sigh, that's freaken sad. oh! I just remembered my dad compared peter and I to him again today. freaken pisses me off. I mean he brags about how well he did in high school and in college and these "A's" that he got. I mean, way to go raising your kids by comparing them to yourself. -____- freaken pointless. lets get one thing straight, I am Joseph Quang Nguyen, I ain't no straight A student like my father was OKAY! i really wanna chuck something, punch something, even scream! but I cant. fuck, life is so complicated. why cant they just encourage how I live my life cause that's all I really want. I ain't looking for straight A, B's are just fine with me. I know doing "good" in school is crucial but I know I'm not capable of those A's yet he still annoys me with them. I just want to live a freaken normal, content and happy life. more would be nice, but that's not I'm looking for. I'm looking for support from my parents and they have a funny way of showing that to me. I know I should be thankful and I am thankful but its sad that they aren't supporting who I am. you'd think someone that raised you for 18 years would know a simple thing or two about how I want to be treated. maybe its cause they're old fashion Asians. sigh.

but seriously, I know you're reading this. duh I gave you the link -____- I really don't like how things are going between us. If we can't see each other at least talk to me. I'm getting tired of putting myself on the front line and reaching out to talk to you. Unless, you're busy 24/7 it'd be nice to actually have a conversation. these short I'm and text are just leaving me hanging. how long has it been? one month? two months? I lost track but, point is I don't think we talked about anything...I mean about a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g at all. then again, its fine with me if you don't wanna talk. I could just not contact you at all. I mean you're busy always anyways, right? I'm probably a selfish jerk right now huh. there's just a lack of communicating between us. you tell me a problem but you don't keep me inform about anything. I don't know what your issues are. when you do tell me, its like its out of nowhere. I don't even know what to say anymore. I know you're trying but you're seriously not letting me in right now. I know nothing about the current you. everything I know about you right now seems like its from last year. hey, maybe you're the same girl, maybe you're different now. the truth is I don't really know who you are anymore. like it or not, you've stopped talking to me. its sad actually. I'm sorry if i hurt you but this is what bothered me and unlike you, I shared it. I'm not giving up on you or anything, i just want you to be more open, tell me every detail instead of assuming I understand what you mean. I just really don't like how our relationship is right now. I really want to improve us. I might be using the wrong words. I really don't want to make you cry, i hate it when I do so please don't cry. sigh.

Unproductive

Woke up. Showered. And wanted to excersize so I got my bike. I decided to bike to walmart cause I needed to buy supplies for what I'm making. That and I wanted to chech out what was new. Then I went to dollar tree for balloon. Too bad they only had the silver birthday balloon.I biked home with nothing. I finally watched the new fringe and vampire diaries. The vampire one left me hangin grrr. I checked mail and facebook. Tv all day so lazy. I get to dress up tomorrow =] lightning thief is coming out next week I wanna get some friends together and go watch it. It looks really cool. I like anything relating to mythology. Poseidon is an alright god, but like all other gods he had lots of children. I need a balloon~ -O-

last school day of the week

I woke up and showered, I planned every minute so i wouldn't be late. heyyyyy, that didn't matter though cause peter decided he wanted to sleep in. it was fine really Joe didnt mind waking up early for nothing (sarcasm) -_____- had no appitiet at all today. didn't feel like consuming anything so I waited till peter was "done". we left and of course I was late -____- he knew that too so he tried to make it up by "driving me near my class" the bad part is we "passsed iittttt" so his logic? "get out now while the light is still red, you have like 10 seconds" -_____- wtf. I woke up early wait for him, to get kicked out of a car and be late for class? what is this? o___o w/e I proceeded to class, entered with shame and disappointment sighhhh. anyways I forgot that we had hw so now I gotta turn it in late next week. I then went to japanese. it was chill not as funny today :/ maybe cause peter killed my morning. afterwards I had math. boring as always. I have like 3 assignments that I need to do. I got out at like 2:30 ish and had to wait til peter got out so I went to the library. got to the third floor and found peter there "mapling" -so much for quiting- and he didn't have class till like 3:30. I finished my japanese hw and read some manga. peter had to leave and asked me to carry his backpack cause it was heavy. I truthfully did not want to have to carry his load, but guess what I did. he told me to leave and be at the 10th garage at 4:20. I finished reading and left with his heavy ass backpack. when I got there I called him cause he was nowhere in sight. he said that I was supposed to meet him at 4th street. Me: pissed -______-. Peter who is he? he's a type of person that talks ALOT, hes loud and crap but when he told me where to meet him, he was quiet. I have bad hearing as it is and his quietness doesn't really help. so he finally came like 10 minutes later. I put his backpack in the car and got in. he had roadrage. the fucker had road rage. I was so freaken hoping that a cop would pull him over or that his car would flip due to his stupidity. but no, to make matters worse he pulled down the windows half way. it was cloudy and cold. Im sick and he blows 30mins of cold as wind in my face. aint he sooooo nice guys ^_____^ he's the best. ASSS...HOLLLLLEEEE. when I got home I took a hot shower so I wouldn't get sick. when I was done he has already tooken over the tv again. I got bored after watching his type of shows so I went to my room and cleaned. afterwards, I had a crazy thought of ideas for my present to kristine. I started to find supplies in my room and started to construct it today. I even drew a diagram of what I imagined. I had to modify it again though. My first plan wouldn't follow through :( it's gonna look hella nice, you're gonna love it ^_______^ anyways I remembered I had to blog so I went downstairs and here I am now. I had pasta for dinner. kristine is gonna have a long night of work today, i hope shes gonna be alright. she's having a really bad day, lots of bad luck sigh. in the future sweetie, in the future..I'll be able to help you more. love you

Sui = Wensday

So I woke up and thought it was had 2/2/10 stuck in my head but it wasn't groundhog day anymore hahaha. hmmm I woke up put on a cap, overlapped a my shirt with another shirt and threw on a sweater and left with peter. I had health science first and we were learning about helping suicidal people. Its alot harder than it sounds, we have to watch how we say things. there's a certain way to communicate with them. she taught us many different ways to approach and communicate with them. She talked of "tunnel vision" it means that the person is incapable of seeing a different alternative to there problem therefore they believe death would be easier than living. "no one wants to die, they just want an escape" anyways I thought that was very interesting i still gotta do the homework though =]. I had two hours to chill afterward so i went to the library and grabbed two mangas and found my friend from japanese class there too so I said hi and sat down and read. when class was about to start, she wanted to stay behind so i left first. I entered and practiced memorizing the characters again. I found out that I wasn't learning katakana, all these characters are hiragana. I look lost when I found out hahaha -_____-. teacher came in. my friend had trouble memorizing the characters so I said the word and she had to write it out and if she had trouble I'd show her. It's basically practice for me as well. she writes better looking characters though T____T mine are all choppy and stuff oh well. we learned Ra, Ri, Ru, Re, Ro, Wa, Wo, and N. after that he reviewed the expressions like good morning, good evening, hello, bye, thank you, excuse me and such. when I finished class I went to the book store again to buy a needed japanese book. I finally got it now I could do the homework whew. afterwards I called peter cause he told me to call him after I got out. I called and he was at home already so he told me to take the lightrail home. I asked if I was going to have to walk home. he told me "if you wanna ride, call me after you arrived at the lightrail" so I took the lightrail. almost missed it too (had to walk from the other side of the freaken school. so I sat listening to music. I got off and called peter. he didn't answer :/ me: you know what I aint gonna risk sitting here like this. so I walked...and walked...and walked. Some would say that walking from the light rail to my house is really long and tiring. which it was, my black jeans were burning up. I ended up at home sweaty I walk in and went upstairs to change. I come down and see peter on the computer and tv. about to maple. me: -wtf- I didn't say anything though and he didn't say anything either. the fact that I called him 1hour ago and if I waited for the answer I would still but on that bridge waiting in the fucken cold. Im already sick, what an asshole. he didn't even respond to my phone call either. so much for "if you wanna ride, call me after you get off the lightrail" -______- through years of disappointment I don't really find this shocking though. It's..."Natural" now. whatever peter is peter. he aint gonna change and I stopped expecting that for sometime now. Anyways, he was on his computer and was just barely watching the tv. I didn't wanna watch fairy odd parents or spongebob either but it was on -____- sigh. I then did my hiragana homework until i noticed that my friend was on tv. he was playing jeopardy name? James hill III I noticed his face right away i was like...is that james I look at the written name *james* I was shock to see him up there. I started rooting for him from the couch. cheering "go james!" "yeah!" "man, she stole your points again!" but the first round was pretty bad. Out of the three people he had the least, second round however he dominated. He completely made a come back and had the most points. finally there was one last question to be answered and he was the only one that got it write so his points skyrocketed and the other two lost points for writing the wrong answer. I felt bad for the other dude though. He had only like 6,000 something and when he guessed wrong the deducted so much, he only had 3 points left :(. James was pronounced semifinalist ^_____^ nice! anyways I finished the japanese workbook hw but still had the other book. I have to check online to see what it was first and I still have a ton of math hw to catch up on. so lazy I ain't motivated at all :/. I miss you, kristine. I haven't seen you in so long T________T life sucks when I don't see you often. I had an idea for our next anniversary but I still need to think of how to make it. i know you'll love it ^_____^ its very cutesy and cheesy and you'll love me for it. I came up with it myself but I need time to make it :P I probably got you all worked up now huh? hahahah ^____^ i love you. I'll wait patiently for you, but I freaken miss you >______<

been stuck on two songs. thank you Alex and someone o_o forgot who for these two songs. been on my mind. 8282-Davichi and U-Kiss Without you

Groundhog day

Today is groundhog day. I woke up thinking I wonder if I'll be repeating today every single day =] you'll only understand his if you watched he movie. Anyways, I woke up asked dad to pay for my math class so that the teacher wouldn't breathe down my neck everytime we have class. I filled it out...again -____- he bailed when he found out that the book is 170 (new) and the ebook is only 72. Fail. Contiuing, I ate rice with the leftover mang and pork thing. I grabbed very little too but it almost killed me to finish it. I spat part I it into the trash cause I couldn't swallow it anymore. Hate being sick, it's the worst feeling for me. My nose is stuffed and broken so I can't sniff anything good. I went to school, had three classes today. LLD 2 the teacher hella spazzed for a whole 10 min no joke. She look dead serious and finally came to her senses and said "oh! I thought the class starts at 11:45" we all was shock. Oh well we just got our essays back, no grade though. I always get nervous when I write an essay and leave out good idea that I have. It never turns out the way I want it to. The class ended I went to my Japanese class. My friend and I started practicing katakana in our notebooks while waiting for the teacher to come in. Thankgoodness I had my humor eventhough my nose isn't funtioning correctly. He and the whole class made me laugh alot. The way they said it and the way he explained it ^_______^ when. Class was over I went to math class. She practically went through the worksheet with us, but that's about it. I have to do the hw three of them are posted. I had to wait till peter got out of school so I went to the Roberts and looked for the other book I needed. I ran into lisa there and we looked at binder, folders, and stuff. She found my book like hella fast. I looked at my list and when I looked up she held the book. Crazy. We bought the supplies and left. She had a doctors appointment so she drove off. I walked to where peter is gonna pick me up at 4:20. So I had an hour. I my japanese hw in pizza my heart. I was afraid they wouldn't let me sit down without buying anything so I bought razzberry nestie and sat down. I finished my hw when peter came to get me.

This next part is really my own fml experience.

So we headed home. Cang and eric are supposed to come over and play tekken 6 and I drank so much I really needed to go. First this g I did when I got home was go into a restroom. Apparently due to my sickness I had to crap too so I did both. When I was done though I stood up to pull up my pants and stuff. I hear something drop into the towlet after I stood up... -oh noo...- I looked and pleed that it wasn't my wallet. Safely it was T_____T it was wet...soaked in my piss. That was my FML moment. How did this even happen. It's very simple, my wallet was in my left butt pocket. When I was in the pooping position transitioning to a standing position the wallet scrapped against the towlet and forced it to pop out but sadly it fell right...in...there.............-_______- sigh I spent time drying the stuff that was in my wallet and the wallet itself sigh. So sad. T_______T cang and eric came and played. I just watch cause I gave up games for school :/ eventually though I played a bit. Cang biked home and I droe eric home in peter's car. It was so small and I couldn't really see the rear and the sides were really small. Overall I didn't like driving his car. I hope the mini won't be uncomfortable as peters car. I went up stairs when I got home and practiced katakana again. I forgot a few so I wrote them again until memorized it. I then just listen to music and that was it.
Kristine and I didn't talk much today. She's probably busy. Anyways it's 12:10am I need so e shut eye. Nightttttt~

1st day of February

so yesterday night ended nicely kristine and I had an a regular calm talk just random but it was really nice =].

I woke up quite late today like 15 min before my class starts. mom woke me up and asked what time i had class I knew it was 9:30am -_____- she told me to just go as i was. I was in my pjs and apparently sweated in my sleep due to my fever. I threw on a sweater, and a jean and left with dad. I was 15 minute late to my health science class. they were taking notes and I sat down quietly and took out my notebook and started jotting down the information. class ended and I had to check how much my textbook cost at roberts but i wanted to eat quicklys again so i went there first and chilled for an hour eatting and practicing katakana =]. i then went to pizza my heart to get my razzberry nestie ^________^. I ended up at roberts and couldn't find that book but the japanese book was still there so i ended up buying that with dad's money. I hurried to my next class, Japanese. we wrote out words and practiced expressions. Im doing alright for now but there are some new words that are hard to remember. i have to practice more T_____T. anyways class ended, i checked the bookstore for the math book that I desperately needed but i couldnt find it. I asked for help and it was on the shelf next to the one i was watching. I couldn't buy it cause I didn't have enough money. i was gonna buy another japanese book that I needed but the line was sooo long -____- peter was waiting, so i put the book back and went to the car. we went home, ate, watched tv. he had another class at school so he left. I did practiced my katakana while watching tv. avatar the last airbender, phineas and ferb, george lopez, and fantastic four. cartoons basically. I've been coughing all day today. its actually getting worse and worse. so I drank lemonade that I made myself and orange juice. i was still coughing so i thought, its time to drink medicine :/ I took niquil. I cough less but when I do cough it's really hard coughing and it stresses my chest alot. oh, I bathed my brown dog but its so afraid to come to the living room sigh. i cleaned it so i could play with it tooo :( oh well its nice and clean. one of them at least. I ate dinner. rice and cooked pork meat and "mang". the drug is really making me sleepy. I think imma talk to kristine for a bit and then gonna pass out till tomorrow.