2nd day

So I woke up sorta late today around like 10 or 12 cant really remember. I woke up and went downstairs and decided to watch Monsters vs Aliens. It wasn't as funny as i thought it was but it was fun to watch. My favorite part of that movie had to beeeee....hmmm...it has to be one of these parts. The part when susan was hit by the meteorite, I mean she saw it coming and ran yet she wasn't able to escape it cause she ran right where the meteorite landed. hahaha how does that even happen =] the second part is when the alien was destroying the city to get to susan and one of the adds that it chucked at susan said "accident" hahaha it was a good movie, very creative. Afterwards me and peter went to pick up Cang from school and planned to pick up our glasses too but they were closed on monday so we went home. I watched 17 again. Story? great and very cute ^____^ I really like the Hall scene where the guy kissed the girl and the ending how they did the same thing in the same hall just in a later time. I loved the garden, very beautiful and Ned his bestfriend. It's funny how he and the principal were into lord of the rings and elf language hahaha made me hella laugh. I would recommend that movie.

hmmm Peter and cang then played tekken for the longest time so I washed all the dishes. I mean like mountain loads. but I finished cause Im committed so yeah. then I went on a cleaning spree. we cleaned the nearby area of the tv and then we drove cang home and grabbed another movie. I dont remember the name and is too lazy to go get what its called. its like ph...something something 123. so hostage movie. I didn't understand it :/ oh well

Through out the day I at like 3 bagels yummm. it has raisin and cream cheese on it. I toasted it before and then put the cream cheese. I ate it with juice. oh, that and i tried noodles. they weren't too good. noodles were very thin and i didn't add enough water so it was like really dry and thick blah. Im full right now and mom is bringing home in and out. I think i'll save that for breakfast tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the big day, I start school again. I'm trying to focus as much as I can on school especially english. I need to pass remedial by the end of the semester or else Im on leave for a year. I don't wanna leave and peter had a point when he said how can you focus more on english...basically you read and write essays. it all rides on your essay. He told me to sign up for community college so I don't wast my time. a part of me wants to do it and a part of me doesnt. I don't wanna go back and forth between school like that. I don't think i would do as great either :/ I'd have another class to worry about. I wanna go with my plan where I'll reread everything since the first day of class. I'll pass. I have to. I suck at english so the odds are against me. I gave it my all on the essay last semester and the teacher helped me out alot and I put in effort to learn, I even had a petition but I only got a 7. damn...I feel like I failed. I dont even know what I wanna work as. I wanted to be a chiropractor to help my dad and others but I'd rather be a massage therapist. I want a occupation or job that helps people relieve their stress and I like working with my hands so I don't see the problem. I need to figure out how to make my classes allow me to be a massage therapist. I don't know how, Im horrible at the internet. I tried looking for the degree on the sjsu web. couldn't find it..sigh blah. I really don't see myself doing anything else. I always loved to massage other people even when I was a kid. It brings me joy, relief, and passion. I wouldn't mind serving people through massages. For me I perfer hands on than at a cubical picking up call and stuff. boring. I rather massage people. I also learned in my stress management class that old people value physical touch from their surroundings and as you guys know as you get older and older people just wanna avoid you cause...YOUR OLDD, you're wrinkly, you smell, you're unattractive and I believe that to be very true. I wanna be a massage therapist so I can comfort others. I'll always have a sense of pride, honor and humbleness if I was a massage therapist. =]

goodnight guys~