Sui = Wensday

So I woke up and thought it was had 2/2/10 stuck in my head but it wasn't groundhog day anymore hahaha. hmmm I woke up put on a cap, overlapped a my shirt with another shirt and threw on a sweater and left with peter. I had health science first and we were learning about helping suicidal people. Its alot harder than it sounds, we have to watch how we say things. there's a certain way to communicate with them. she taught us many different ways to approach and communicate with them. She talked of "tunnel vision" it means that the person is incapable of seeing a different alternative to there problem therefore they believe death would be easier than living. "no one wants to die, they just want an escape" anyways I thought that was very interesting i still gotta do the homework though =]. I had two hours to chill afterward so i went to the library and grabbed two mangas and found my friend from japanese class there too so I said hi and sat down and read. when class was about to start, she wanted to stay behind so i left first. I entered and practiced memorizing the characters again. I found out that I wasn't learning katakana, all these characters are hiragana. I look lost when I found out hahaha -_____-. teacher came in. my friend had trouble memorizing the characters so I said the word and she had to write it out and if she had trouble I'd show her. It's basically practice for me as well. she writes better looking characters though T____T mine are all choppy and stuff oh well. we learned Ra, Ri, Ru, Re, Ro, Wa, Wo, and N. after that he reviewed the expressions like good morning, good evening, hello, bye, thank you, excuse me and such. when I finished class I went to the book store again to buy a needed japanese book. I finally got it now I could do the homework whew. afterwards I called peter cause he told me to call him after I got out. I called and he was at home already so he told me to take the lightrail home. I asked if I was going to have to walk home. he told me "if you wanna ride, call me after you arrived at the lightrail" so I took the lightrail. almost missed it too (had to walk from the other side of the freaken school. so I sat listening to music. I got off and called peter. he didn't answer :/ me: you know what I aint gonna risk sitting here like this. so I walked...and walked...and walked. Some would say that walking from the light rail to my house is really long and tiring. which it was, my black jeans were burning up. I ended up at home sweaty I walk in and went upstairs to change. I come down and see peter on the computer and tv. about to maple. me: -wtf- I didn't say anything though and he didn't say anything either. the fact that I called him 1hour ago and if I waited for the answer I would still but on that bridge waiting in the fucken cold. Im already sick, what an asshole. he didn't even respond to my phone call either. so much for "if you wanna ride, call me after you get off the lightrail" -______- through years of disappointment I don't really find this shocking though. It's..."Natural" now. whatever peter is peter. he aint gonna change and I stopped expecting that for sometime now. Anyways, he was on his computer and was just barely watching the tv. I didn't wanna watch fairy odd parents or spongebob either but it was on -____- sigh. I then did my hiragana homework until i noticed that my friend was on tv. he was playing jeopardy name? James hill III I noticed his face right away i was like...is that james I look at the written name *james* I was shock to see him up there. I started rooting for him from the couch. cheering "go james!" "yeah!" "man, she stole your points again!" but the first round was pretty bad. Out of the three people he had the least, second round however he dominated. He completely made a come back and had the most points. finally there was one last question to be answered and he was the only one that got it write so his points skyrocketed and the other two lost points for writing the wrong answer. I felt bad for the other dude though. He had only like 6,000 something and when he guessed wrong the deducted so much, he only had 3 points left :(. James was pronounced semifinalist ^_____^ nice! anyways I finished the japanese workbook hw but still had the other book. I have to check online to see what it was first and I still have a ton of math hw to catch up on. so lazy I ain't motivated at all :/. I miss you, kristine. I haven't seen you in so long T________T life sucks when I don't see you often. I had an idea for our next anniversary but I still need to think of how to make it. i know you'll love it ^_____^ its very cutesy and cheesy and you'll love me for it. I came up with it myself but I need time to make it :P I probably got you all worked up now huh? hahahah ^____^ i love you. I'll wait patiently for you, but I freaken miss you >______<

been stuck on two songs. thank you Alex and someone o_o forgot who for these two songs. been on my mind. 8282-Davichi and U-Kiss Without you