This sucks

I woke up with joy and happiness for I was gonna see Kristine today. All seem unshakable and it seemed like I was gonna see her later. I woke up a little late so I hurried to make fries for her before I left. Mom and dad wanted to go out and eat and I wanted to visit walmart and pick up my lenses. I got a text from her saying she got sick so she didn't think she was gonna go today. I felt bad. I couldn't really do anything. She sick I can't force her to go, that'd just be cruel and wouldn't help anything so I said "it's fine" she argues that it isn't and I agree but there's nothing we could do. She says that it seems that I have lost all hope in her. I didn't lose all hope in her but I've lost some or alot of it. Sorry if I seem like a jerk but there have been many ends in our plans. I really thought that I was gonna see you today but what was supposed to be a relaxing day turned to a bad day. Anyway I came to spc :/ just watched them make anouncements about next weeks community service. I did Japanese homework. We planned and planned then left. There was another hangout today but I didn't go, been out real late yesterday, mom woulnd approve so I didn't go. I drove to costco to refill gas and refund some dried fruits. We then went to walmart mom bought some shirts, I bought weights. Went home did homework. Ate bun moc. Watched olimpics and talked to some friends.